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Okay let's sum up my new life. 7am, get up, morning stuff, leave for train to the city. from 10am to 2:30pm, rehearsals. (which are awesome and fantastic and boy do I never regret getting this job!!! ) then afternoon break where I hang around the city with mostly nothing to do. I tried dragging my colored pencils along to do some art in the break, but that didn't improve the quality of the pencils, so I went back to reading. 6pm to 10pm rehearsals again. coming home at 11:30, shower, bed. at least on saturdays I get to come home a bit earlier.
So, although I sure love this type of life - minus the working-on-Saturday part - I really HATE being pretty much unable to do any serious art on any day except for Sunday, and then I have other things I want to do as well!
So much for an excuse of my absence. but at least we'll get all of July and August free. Until then - well. 1Rusty seldom will be online.

And I stole a tag from *Larissa-Bright, because I haven't done one in a while...

THE NUMBERS GAME
TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now
1. STOP TREATING US LIKE IDIOTS
2. come back soon!
3. you are awesome.
4. you are not quite as awesome as you seem to believe
5. will you give me your address so I can send you the original Paper Children?
6. don't take her so seriously...
7. happy birthday!
8. you are my idol
9. HOORAY!
10. I need a new laptop *cri* this one sounds like it's gonna break down any minute

NINE things about yourself
1. books are teh love
2. so are movies
3. so is music
4. I'm playing with the idea of starting a movie review series... whenever I have time
5. I started playing in an RPG!!
6. I broke a contact lens last week. gawddammit.
7. I love rain
8. I don't sleep enough lately
9. aaaaand.... I'm bored with this section

EIGHT ways to win your heart
1. uh - what? um, er... humour?
2. a certain amount of geekiness
3. charm?
4. humour?
5. how the fuck should I know?
6. I don't know...
7. it would be too easy if I knew, anyway
8. so I'll leave it at that

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot
1. scripts for... movie reviews, comics, ect
2. sarcasm
3. worrying about my future
4. dispelling that pretty quickly 'cause worrying about the future is stupid
5. art ideas
6. general randomness
7. ... I dunno?

SIX things you do before you fall asleep
1. shower
2. brush my teeth
3. apply that stuff that's supposed to make my akne dissapear
4. dump the entire collected contents of my bag onto the floor to sort through next morning
5. fall into bed
6. daydream a bit before I fall asleep for real

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment
1. Janine
2. Mam
3. Martina, as usual
4. Eva-Maria
5. and Bernd, I suppose. (the director of the play. of course everyone strives to impress him.)

FOUR things you see right now
1. a tag on my screen
2. cup of hot chocolate
3. piles of stuff-to-do
4. and the ever-present theater script

THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment
1. Technical Difficulties (Transformers Soundtrack)
2. Cells (The Servant)
3. Untouched (The Veronicas)

TWO things you want to do before you die
1. um... live?
2. and... I dunno... get a DD? (yay for randomness)

ONE confession
I'm scared of the future and therefore try not to think about it, am very well aware of this and try not to think about it either.


a big hug goes to my newest watchers and !!!


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